But thats alright because I like the way it hurts

I have not been able to stop listening to "Love The Way You Lie" By Eminem and Rhianna lately. Like, I have it on repeat right now, just listening to it over and over again. Theres just something about this song that really speaks to me...or something. I really love it.

So. Things that have been stressing me out lately:
-school(Thats the biggest one)
-jobs(Improving, had an interview today that I think went pretty well, but still)
-body(Ive started a new workout regiem, and Ive been better about my diet, but until I see some real improvements this one is a biggie)
-boys(They suck. Hard)

All of those rolled into one, all at once is quite annoying, it really annoys me and stresses me out and makes me pissed off, because right now I feel as if I have no real control over those aspects of my life, and I do not like that.
But since I have no control over those parts of my life, I focus on the other parts that I do, for the most part, have control over. Like my social life and who I become better friends with and who I dont (although that part also seems to be out of my control lately too, see "boys" on list of things that stress me out). These past few weeks Ive been having some really good times out with my friends, its been making me really happy, and relaxed, and being out for the whole night, just having a good time, going crazy and not thinking really helps me forget about all the things that are not going the way I planned in my life. And I really really appretiate that. Most nights when I get home Im too tired to do anything but take out my contacts and crash in bed, let alone think about shit.
Its so helpful.

On a less depressing note....
Ordered my new iPod Touch a few days ago as an early bday present from my mom!!! It should (keep your fingers crossed all) be here before we leave for maine next thursday. I am soooo excited for it :)

But I think thats all for now, Im going to go facebook creep for a bit, then crash, Im pretty damn tired tonight and my muscles, especially my shoulder blades are sore from boxing and learning to fight proper and shit.
But its a good hurt.

Peace and Love
Stay Classy

Please and Thank Youuuu

Dear Financial Gods-
I would very much LOVE an iPod Touch and my nose pierced ASAP. Please go forth and make it so.

XOXO






Peace and Love
Stay Classy