Georgia??
GEORGIA???????
I had my doubts before, but now Im sure there's no God.
I just cant even talk about this right now.
Fuck.
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Thursday, July 8, 2010
But thats alright because I like the way it hurts
I have not been able to stop listening to "Love The Way You Lie" By Eminem and Rhianna lately. Like, I have it on repeat right now, just listening to it over and over again. Theres just something about this song that really speaks to me...or something. I really love it.
So. Things that have been stressing me out lately:
-school(Thats the biggest one)
-jobs(Improving, had an interview today that I think went pretty well, but still)
-body(Ive started a new workout regiem, and Ive been better about my diet, but until I see some real improvements this one is a biggie)
-boys(They suck. Hard)
All of those rolled into one, all at once is quite annoying, it really annoys me and stresses me out and makes me pissed off, because right now I feel as if I have no real control over those aspects of my life, and I do not like that.
But since I have no control over those parts of my life, I focus on the other parts that I do, for the most part, have control over. Like my social life and who I become better friends with and who I dont (although that part also seems to be out of my control lately too, see "boys" on list of things that stress me out). These past few weeks Ive been having some really good times out with my friends, its been making me really happy, and relaxed, and being out for the whole night, just having a good time, going crazy and not thinking really helps me forget about all the things that are not going the way I planned in my life. And I really really appretiate that. Most nights when I get home Im too tired to do anything but take out my contacts and crash in bed, let alone think about shit.
Its so helpful.
On a less depressing note....
Ordered my new iPod Touch a few days ago as an early bday present from my mom!!! It should (keep your fingers crossed all) be here before we leave for maine next thursday. I am soooo excited for it :)
But I think thats all for now, Im going to go facebook creep for a bit, then crash, Im pretty damn tired tonight and my muscles, especially my shoulder blades are sore from boxing and learning to fight proper and shit.
But its a good hurt.
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
So. Things that have been stressing me out lately:
-school(Thats the biggest one)
-jobs(Improving, had an interview today that I think went pretty well, but still)
-body(Ive started a new workout regiem, and Ive been better about my diet, but until I see some real improvements this one is a biggie)
-boys(They suck. Hard)
All of those rolled into one, all at once is quite annoying, it really annoys me and stresses me out and makes me pissed off, because right now I feel as if I have no real control over those aspects of my life, and I do not like that.
But since I have no control over those parts of my life, I focus on the other parts that I do, for the most part, have control over. Like my social life and who I become better friends with and who I dont (although that part also seems to be out of my control lately too, see "boys" on list of things that stress me out). These past few weeks Ive been having some really good times out with my friends, its been making me really happy, and relaxed, and being out for the whole night, just having a good time, going crazy and not thinking really helps me forget about all the things that are not going the way I planned in my life. And I really really appretiate that. Most nights when I get home Im too tired to do anything but take out my contacts and crash in bed, let alone think about shit.
Its so helpful.
On a less depressing note....
Ordered my new iPod Touch a few days ago as an early bday present from my mom!!! It should (keep your fingers crossed all) be here before we leave for maine next thursday. I am soooo excited for it :)
But I think thats all for now, Im going to go facebook creep for a bit, then crash, Im pretty damn tired tonight and my muscles, especially my shoulder blades are sore from boxing and learning to fight proper and shit.
But its a good hurt.
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
Thursday, July 1, 2010
Please and Thank Youuuu
Dear Financial Gods-
I would very much LOVE an iPod Touch and my nose pierced ASAP. Please go forth and make it so.
XOXO
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
I would very much LOVE an iPod Touch and my nose pierced ASAP. Please go forth and make it so.
XOXO
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
I really have been meaning to write in here lately, I swear. Ive just been rather lazy these past weeks. Such is the curse of the unemployed...Also not my fault, Ive put in applications everywhere I could possibly think, even places I really dont want to work. But no one is hiring now...so annoying and inconvenient. But now to update you all on whats been happening since I last wrote, which could turn this into a rather long post, sorry. Lets start with last monday when Katie, Sarah and I went to Rhode Island for the night to visit Sarahs boyfriend Greg and hit up the RI beaches.
It was mad fun, we drove up in the morning, got to Gregs house by noon-ish, hung around there for a bout an hour, then headed over to Misquamget Beach, or how ever the hell you spell it and did a little shopping. I bought a really cute Sex On The Beach (my fave drink) shot glass, which still has to be broken in....then spent the rest of the afternoon at the beach. Around 4-ish we head back to Gregs house and clean up, Katie and I took a shower in our bathing suits together lol, then drove over to Stop and Shop to buy food to grill for dinner, making a muuucccchhhhh needed stop and a Dells stand :D God I love and missed that stuff. Sooo delicious. We bought Sougies, the most delicious hot dogs I have ever eaten before, and some other things for dinner, head back to the house and Greg grills them up. I have to say...one of the most fun dinners Ive had in a while, hot dogs and champagne for dinner lol :)Then we watch The House Bunny and chill for a bit, we were all pretty tired so we went to sleep. The next morning we drive back to CT bc katie had work at 4. It was a really fun mini vacation.
Ok, so last Thursday I went out with Katie for the night, and we met up with her friend James, and he brought a friend, Zack. We all went down to the lake at the end of Lake Garda and chilled and drank and it was alot of fun, James and Katie are so cute together and Zack was really cool and cute, I liked him and we hit it off. At the end of the night he gives me his number and I text him when I get home and we text back and forth for the rest of the night, and we flirted a bunch. He told me how he wanted to kiss me that night, but thought that it would be too much since we just met. Then the next night Katie texts me saying the boys want to hang out again, so we all go out and back to the Lake....the night started off really good, it was me, Katie, James and Zack, and one of their friends, I dont remember his name but he was cool. We chilled on a picnic table and drank again. But since I wasnt driving like the night before, Zack picked us all up, I decided I could drink more. Well, the brandy we were drinking was really strong. The boys warned us the night before that itll just all hit you out of no where and fuck you up. Well thats what happened to me, I drank a little too much, it all hit me at once and I blacked out for the rest of the night.....ended up not being the best night, which really sucks because it started out so well. Zack and I finally kissed, and hes a good kisser too lol, and we were all having so much fun, even had a really nice cop stop by, ask us about some fireworks that were going off on the other side of the lake, chat with us a bit, then told us to have a good night and left. Then I started to get a little drunker...then got even more drunk....the next thing I know its almost 2 in the morning, Im back in my room fucked up and falling into my closet while trying to get undressed and into bed, reassuring Katie on facebook that I got home ok. Shit happened that night, and I was sooooo drunk, I wish I could appologize to Zack for how retarded I was, but after that first night something got messed up with our phones and we cant text each other, which was our only form or communication since he deactivated his FB. I also lost my phone, ipod, chapstck and lotion that night. My phone was found and returned to my the next night at Katies birthday dinner, my lotion apparently is in Zacks car, but my ipod and chapstick never got found. Im so fucking upset, my ipod is so important to me, and now its gone because I was so retarded that night. And now I have no idea what Zack thinks of me now, Ive tried texting him, but its still messed up and I cant send the texts. I really want to apologize to him, but I cant. He probably doesnt want to see me again, which I understand and am fine with. I would feel to stupid around him after that. Oh well, I highly doubt I will ever see him again, like ever, I just have a feeling about that. Which makes me kinda sad since I did like him, but at the same time is probably for the better. Ugh, oh well, onto happier topics please-->
Saturday was Katies 20th birthday (woo!) so a bunch of us went to Green Tea for dinner, back to Katies house for dessert and birthday shots :) then out to New Haven to Alchemy for her birthday. It was such a fun night! Now, Derek works as a promoter for Alchemy, and I knew he would be there that night because I knew he was promoting the White Party they were having. So were there for about 30-40 minutes, waiting for the place to fill up and looking for the promoter Katie talked to bc we were promised wrist bands and a bottle of champagne that we never got :(, and I was praying that I wouldnt see him that night. Not 15 minutes after I say that to Katie, who should walk buy me with some ugly drunk girl being dragged behind him? Yuppp, thats right. Oh god...so many emotions raced through my mind the moment I saw him. All of them some form of nausea or loathing. I immediately pointed him out to Katie and Mike and Alex and Joanna who were standing with me, Mike commmented that he kinda looked like Edward ScissorHands, which made me laugh because that is kinda what his "new hair style" looked like. He looked so retarded lol. So my friends and I spent the rest of the night laughing at his feeble attempts to get girls, while I was having and amazing time with all my friends and had Mike with his arm around me and trailing ice cubes down my arms and across my chest to help me cool down hahaha. Ohhhhh sweet winning :) It was sooo pathetic, he kept trying to get girls to dance with him, and he kept getting denied by everyone, even the really drunk ones bahahah. A few times when we were up in the upstairs club, Elevate at our reserved table and couches watching the awesome European guys and the crazy girl on ecstacy dance on that floor, a few times when he was in front of my on the floor he tried to grab this drunk girl he kept dragging around and make out with her, and she kept denying him. It was wonderful lol. Ohhh, you know how after you break up with someone there is an unspoken "winner" and "loser"? I'm the winner...there is no doubt about it. At all. Hahahahahhaha :D
Now its Wednesday, not a lot happened, mom and I went to Khols, I got two new basic camis (one white, one black) which I needed, and some new sunglasses, which I really needed and we went to Ben and Jerrys and tried their new "Joe" drink, which is a like coffee ice cream smoothie, verryyy yummy :) it all put me in a good mood. The this weekend I am, hopefully with Katie and Sarah, going up to New Hampshire to the cottage that Alexs family owns on a lake, and its going to be us, Greg, Alex and a bunch of his friends, some of whom I know too and were just going to hang by the lake by day, and drink by night for a whole weekend, Im really looking forward to it.
Im pretty sure thats all the big things that are happening or have happened in my life right now, give or take.
Wow, this has been a very good venting session, I just got it all out of my head, where its all been driving me crazy lately. Yayyyy blog!! :)
Ok, off to go entertain my self on facebook. Talk to you all next time I decide to write again loves!!
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
It was mad fun, we drove up in the morning, got to Gregs house by noon-ish, hung around there for a bout an hour, then headed over to Misquamget Beach, or how ever the hell you spell it and did a little shopping. I bought a really cute Sex On The Beach (my fave drink) shot glass, which still has to be broken in....then spent the rest of the afternoon at the beach. Around 4-ish we head back to Gregs house and clean up, Katie and I took a shower in our bathing suits together lol, then drove over to Stop and Shop to buy food to grill for dinner, making a muuucccchhhhh needed stop and a Dells stand :D God I love and missed that stuff. Sooo delicious. We bought Sougies, the most delicious hot dogs I have ever eaten before, and some other things for dinner, head back to the house and Greg grills them up. I have to say...one of the most fun dinners Ive had in a while, hot dogs and champagne for dinner lol :)Then we watch The House Bunny and chill for a bit, we were all pretty tired so we went to sleep. The next morning we drive back to CT bc katie had work at 4. It was a really fun mini vacation.
Ok, so last Thursday I went out with Katie for the night, and we met up with her friend James, and he brought a friend, Zack. We all went down to the lake at the end of Lake Garda and chilled and drank and it was alot of fun, James and Katie are so cute together and Zack was really cool and cute, I liked him and we hit it off. At the end of the night he gives me his number and I text him when I get home and we text back and forth for the rest of the night, and we flirted a bunch. He told me how he wanted to kiss me that night, but thought that it would be too much since we just met. Then the next night Katie texts me saying the boys want to hang out again, so we all go out and back to the Lake....the night started off really good, it was me, Katie, James and Zack, and one of their friends, I dont remember his name but he was cool. We chilled on a picnic table and drank again. But since I wasnt driving like the night before, Zack picked us all up, I decided I could drink more. Well, the brandy we were drinking was really strong. The boys warned us the night before that itll just all hit you out of no where and fuck you up. Well thats what happened to me, I drank a little too much, it all hit me at once and I blacked out for the rest of the night.....ended up not being the best night, which really sucks because it started out so well. Zack and I finally kissed, and hes a good kisser too lol, and we were all having so much fun, even had a really nice cop stop by, ask us about some fireworks that were going off on the other side of the lake, chat with us a bit, then told us to have a good night and left. Then I started to get a little drunker...then got even more drunk....the next thing I know its almost 2 in the morning, Im back in my room fucked up and falling into my closet while trying to get undressed and into bed, reassuring Katie on facebook that I got home ok. Shit happened that night, and I was sooooo drunk, I wish I could appologize to Zack for how retarded I was, but after that first night something got messed up with our phones and we cant text each other, which was our only form or communication since he deactivated his FB. I also lost my phone, ipod, chapstck and lotion that night. My phone was found and returned to my the next night at Katies birthday dinner, my lotion apparently is in Zacks car, but my ipod and chapstick never got found. Im so fucking upset, my ipod is so important to me, and now its gone because I was so retarded that night. And now I have no idea what Zack thinks of me now, Ive tried texting him, but its still messed up and I cant send the texts. I really want to apologize to him, but I cant. He probably doesnt want to see me again, which I understand and am fine with. I would feel to stupid around him after that. Oh well, I highly doubt I will ever see him again, like ever, I just have a feeling about that. Which makes me kinda sad since I did like him, but at the same time is probably for the better. Ugh, oh well, onto happier topics please-->
Saturday was Katies 20th birthday (woo!) so a bunch of us went to Green Tea for dinner, back to Katies house for dessert and birthday shots :) then out to New Haven to Alchemy for her birthday. It was such a fun night! Now, Derek works as a promoter for Alchemy, and I knew he would be there that night because I knew he was promoting the White Party they were having. So were there for about 30-40 minutes, waiting for the place to fill up and looking for the promoter Katie talked to bc we were promised wrist bands and a bottle of champagne that we never got :(, and I was praying that I wouldnt see him that night. Not 15 minutes after I say that to Katie, who should walk buy me with some ugly drunk girl being dragged behind him? Yuppp, thats right. Oh god...so many emotions raced through my mind the moment I saw him. All of them some form of nausea or loathing. I immediately pointed him out to Katie and Mike and Alex and Joanna who were standing with me, Mike commmented that he kinda looked like Edward ScissorHands, which made me laugh because that is kinda what his "new hair style" looked like. He looked so retarded lol. So my friends and I spent the rest of the night laughing at his feeble attempts to get girls, while I was having and amazing time with all my friends and had Mike with his arm around me and trailing ice cubes down my arms and across my chest to help me cool down hahaha. Ohhhhh sweet winning :) It was sooo pathetic, he kept trying to get girls to dance with him, and he kept getting denied by everyone, even the really drunk ones bahahah. A few times when we were up in the upstairs club, Elevate at our reserved table and couches watching the awesome European guys and the crazy girl on ecstacy dance on that floor, a few times when he was in front of my on the floor he tried to grab this drunk girl he kept dragging around and make out with her, and she kept denying him. It was wonderful lol. Ohhh, you know how after you break up with someone there is an unspoken "winner" and "loser"? I'm the winner...there is no doubt about it. At all. Hahahahahhaha :D
Now its Wednesday, not a lot happened, mom and I went to Khols, I got two new basic camis (one white, one black) which I needed, and some new sunglasses, which I really needed and we went to Ben and Jerrys and tried their new "Joe" drink, which is a like coffee ice cream smoothie, verryyy yummy :) it all put me in a good mood. The this weekend I am, hopefully with Katie and Sarah, going up to New Hampshire to the cottage that Alexs family owns on a lake, and its going to be us, Greg, Alex and a bunch of his friends, some of whom I know too and were just going to hang by the lake by day, and drink by night for a whole weekend, Im really looking forward to it.
Im pretty sure thats all the big things that are happening or have happened in my life right now, give or take.
Wow, this has been a very good venting session, I just got it all out of my head, where its all been driving me crazy lately. Yayyyy blog!! :)
Ok, off to go entertain my self on facebook. Talk to you all next time I decide to write again loves!!
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
If I were a real Lady, I would refrain from kicking you in the balls...good thing Im not a real Lady
Ok, seriously? Let me just say: YES, I KNOW I have gained some weight lately! You really think you needed to inform me of this? Like I wasnt already aware? Not only are you people (god help me if I ever find out who you really are...damn anonymous comments on formspring...) so fucking rude, but you are also incredibly retarded. I am working on taking the stupid weight off, but thats rather difficult when you are stressed out of your fucking mind, and have been for over a month now, and happen to be a stress eater. Being depressed never helps that either. OH! And having your entire back burnt to a crisp so you cant do the crunches you do everyday. I dunno about you, but those factors would hinder any weight loss planned, dont you think? And to the fucktards who posted those two comments on my formspring, which I immediately deleted, how about you stop being such pussies, get off stupid anonymous websites and say that shit to my face so I can promptly punch you in the jaw for being little bitchy assholes?
Just wanted to say thanks for ruining my day even more than it already was. You guys are awesome.
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
Just wanted to say thanks for ruining my day even more than it already was. You guys are awesome.
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
So uncalled for
Well bloggers, my curse of fair skin and sunburns continues. My entire back, save for where my bikini top tied and the top of my bottom were, is BRIGHT red! So very very painful....very painful. Apparently whoever I trusted to do my back at the beach yesterday did not do a very good job..at all. But it was totally her fault, those spray on sunscreens dont work as well as well as the lotion I was using on the rest of my body. So now I carry a bottle of aloe gel with me around the house and wince in pain with just about ever movement. Aahhh summer...
Although, I got burned so bad its actually making me a bit sick. My mom was putting more aloe on my back last night before she went to sleep, and while I was standing up,I started to feel kinda sick, and I got really lightheaded and had to sit down on my bed for a while. Awesome. Oh well, Ill be all better soon and then my biggest worry will be how to straighten out this burn tan. And I just fixed my last one...dammit.
Been getting really into 5 Finger Death Punch lately (thank you Alex), they are quickly becoming one of my favorite bands, without a doubt. I sooo need to put both albums on my ipod, and soon. But that requires going through my library, yet again, and deleting any songs I think I wont listen to anymore because about 2 months back I finally ran out of room on my ipod...so sad. And I just dont think I can manage to delete 28 songs to make room for both cds....plus I finally managed to find a position where I can sit up with my back against my pillows and it doesnt hurt. Hell no am I getting up and looking for my ipod then coming back and having to find that position again. That would hurt, and most likely be unsuccessful.
Ill do it some other time, because I really want these songs on my ipod.
But I am sooo tired. My insomnia has been in full swing lately. Sunday night I had to force myself to try and go to sleep around 2-ish in the morning, because Sarah Katie and I were leaving for the beach early on Monday, and I was getting up at 7. I dont know when I actually managed to fall asleep, but it wasnt quickly. Last night I was so drained from the sun and my burn and feeling sick, I managed to fall asleep around 10:30 (I was shocked), but my back hurt so bad it kept waking me up, and I couldnt fall back to sleep after I woke up around 9 this morning, so I am sooo tired.
But thats all I have to say right now interneters...
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
Although, I got burned so bad its actually making me a bit sick. My mom was putting more aloe on my back last night before she went to sleep, and while I was standing up,I started to feel kinda sick, and I got really lightheaded and had to sit down on my bed for a while. Awesome. Oh well, Ill be all better soon and then my biggest worry will be how to straighten out this burn tan. And I just fixed my last one...dammit.
Been getting really into 5 Finger Death Punch lately (thank you Alex), they are quickly becoming one of my favorite bands, without a doubt. I sooo need to put both albums on my ipod, and soon. But that requires going through my library, yet again, and deleting any songs I think I wont listen to anymore because about 2 months back I finally ran out of room on my ipod...so sad. And I just dont think I can manage to delete 28 songs to make room for both cds....plus I finally managed to find a position where I can sit up with my back against my pillows and it doesnt hurt. Hell no am I getting up and looking for my ipod then coming back and having to find that position again. That would hurt, and most likely be unsuccessful.
Ill do it some other time, because I really want these songs on my ipod.
But I am sooo tired. My insomnia has been in full swing lately. Sunday night I had to force myself to try and go to sleep around 2-ish in the morning, because Sarah Katie and I were leaving for the beach early on Monday, and I was getting up at 7. I dont know when I actually managed to fall asleep, but it wasnt quickly. Last night I was so drained from the sun and my burn and feeling sick, I managed to fall asleep around 10:30 (I was shocked), but my back hurt so bad it kept waking me up, and I couldnt fall back to sleep after I woke up around 9 this morning, so I am sooo tired.
But thats all I have to say right now interneters...
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
Friday, June 4, 2010
My bad :)
Oops, I have written in here in a while, sorry. This is probably going to happen a lot, the long gaps between posts. Summer does that to me sometimes. You would think with my insomnia I get ever frickin summer I would have more posts here...but no.
Anyways....awesome day today. Not. Day started out good. Katie Sarah and I went to Alchemy with Mike last night, that was an epic fail, the club sucked ass, so sarah katie and I just went back to their house and I slept over. Their mommy doesnt know I slept there, they snuck me out once their mom fell asleep this afternoon lol. Then I came home and tanned in the back yard for a bit. I think I actually got some color!! :)
But then....grades were posted yesterday. And my mom made me check them this evening.
I dont know why it upset me so much. Its not like I wasnt expecting it, I KNEW I was going to be on academic dismissal. There hasnt been a question in my mind for like, 2, 2 1/2 months now. But now that its official, and I saw it on my transcript and everything...I dunno...it was hard. I just went upstairs to my room and turned my music on really loud and tried not to think about it.
I promised myself I wouldnt cry, and I did really good until my mom came up to see if I was ok, which I was, again, not like I didnt see it coming. But a few tears did manage to squeeze their way out during that. And after she left it took all my will power to keep those stupid tears back behind my eyes.
Ive just been in a bad mood every since, minus a few moments where I was happy, talking to someone. Ive been stress eating like crazy tonight, I want to shoot myself. I didnt even so my exercises today, and I fucking really need to. Ugghhhh. I just dont care right now. Ill do double tomorrow. Maybe triple, depending on how I feel.
This is just so stupid. I have so much bullshit on my mind right now and its driving me crazy and fucking with my diet. Which I sooooo do not need. Im just so stressed out :(
Oh well, going to go play some solitaire to try and relax.
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
Anyways....awesome day today. Not. Day started out good. Katie Sarah and I went to Alchemy with Mike last night, that was an epic fail, the club sucked ass, so sarah katie and I just went back to their house and I slept over. Their mommy doesnt know I slept there, they snuck me out once their mom fell asleep this afternoon lol. Then I came home and tanned in the back yard for a bit. I think I actually got some color!! :)
But then....grades were posted yesterday. And my mom made me check them this evening.
I dont know why it upset me so much. Its not like I wasnt expecting it, I KNEW I was going to be on academic dismissal. There hasnt been a question in my mind for like, 2, 2 1/2 months now. But now that its official, and I saw it on my transcript and everything...I dunno...it was hard. I just went upstairs to my room and turned my music on really loud and tried not to think about it.
I promised myself I wouldnt cry, and I did really good until my mom came up to see if I was ok, which I was, again, not like I didnt see it coming. But a few tears did manage to squeeze their way out during that. And after she left it took all my will power to keep those stupid tears back behind my eyes.
Ive just been in a bad mood every since, minus a few moments where I was happy, talking to someone. Ive been stress eating like crazy tonight, I want to shoot myself. I didnt even so my exercises today, and I fucking really need to. Ugghhhh. I just dont care right now. Ill do double tomorrow. Maybe triple, depending on how I feel.
This is just so stupid. I have so much bullshit on my mind right now and its driving me crazy and fucking with my diet. Which I sooooo do not need. Im just so stressed out :(
Oh well, going to go play some solitaire to try and relax.
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
Monday, May 24, 2010
Seriously....?
Im pathetic...just pathetic. God.
Fuck this, I dont even feel like writing everything down.
Going back to me disaronno.
Ill just say- boys suck.
Peace and Love Bitches
Stay Classy
Fuck this, I dont even feel like writing everything down.
Going back to me disaronno.
Ill just say- boys suck.
Peace and Love Bitches
Stay Classy
Saturday, May 22, 2010
Holy Summer Batman!
Well shit readers!
Its summer!!! I finished my freshman year of college on friday. Im fucking pumped. I cant believe its summer already, it doesnt feel like it.
Went to the mall with my birdies today, and Tyler and his new boyfriend :) They are sooo cute together. We had an epic game of mini golf after wards too. We got there right when they were getting ready to not let any more games start, but we got the lady to let us go. Literally, by like the 16th hole we were the only people left. Period. No one else on the course, the lady in the rent hut was gone, the ice cream shop was all closed up, it was so funny. Such a fun night :)
Ugh, but now Im home and dont really know what to do with myself (hence the blogging about nothing)
Ok, this was really pointless, I have nothing else to say. Sorry for wasting your time interneters. Love you!
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
Its summer!!! I finished my freshman year of college on friday. Im fucking pumped. I cant believe its summer already, it doesnt feel like it.
Went to the mall with my birdies today, and Tyler and his new boyfriend :) They are sooo cute together. We had an epic game of mini golf after wards too. We got there right when they were getting ready to not let any more games start, but we got the lady to let us go. Literally, by like the 16th hole we were the only people left. Period. No one else on the course, the lady in the rent hut was gone, the ice cream shop was all closed up, it was so funny. Such a fun night :)
Ugh, but now Im home and dont really know what to do with myself (hence the blogging about nothing)
Ok, this was really pointless, I have nothing else to say. Sorry for wasting your time interneters. Love you!
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
A little Monster with some Monster
Afternoon blog stalkers :) Im taking a break from my studious studying of biology to write down some pointless nonsense. Just for you. I love Monster, such a yummy drink. Grnated, Monster Import is better in my opinion, but this was free, so its ok. And Im listening to Monster by Skillet on my iTunes right now, love that song.
Ok,, I dont know why you needed to know any of that.
If you cant tell Im in a slightly better mood than I was last night. Only a little bit though. I think I would be happier if it wasnt cloudy and coldish and rainy outside right now, but sunny and 80s like its supposed to me tomorrow and friday. Oh my goodness, I have my bio final tonight, then after that, only two more finals and I am done with my freshman year of college!
Granted, it doesnt really mean much since I wont be returning to CCSU next semester, there isnt even a small doubt in my mind now. Which makes me really sad because I love it here, like alot. I dunno what other people complain about. Sure, its not like, the BEST school ever, but I love it here, its kinda like the home I prefer.
I really fucked up this whole year. There has never been a time that I want to go back and re-do more than this whole year. It comforts me to know that it wasnt entirely my fault, although at the same time it really is. I really wish I was coming back next semester, more than anything, I want to be back here so badly. But its not going to happen. At least not for a semester or two, and even then, theres no guarantee, I would have to re-apply and everything, and that probably wont go to well.
Chug chug chug my energy drink....Im going to need another one soon. Now if only my bank wasnt retarded and like lost the money I put in yesterday. Im hoping that for some reason it just took a while to transfer over into my checking, even though I used my debit to buy a chicken ceasar wrap from Underground Deli right after I put the money in and it worked, but Ill go check the ATM again later, and my money better be in there. Or else Im going to have to wait until after my final tonight, or actually probably tomorrow since the book store will be closed that late, when I sell back my bio book and hopefully get a good amount of money for that beast of a book.
I am in such a strange mood right now. Im like happy/content/mad/sad/spiteful/depressed/mad stressed. I dont think its healthy to have that many emotions going on at once. Especially in a girl, our bodies and minds are already intensely complicated as it is.
Well, I suppose I should go back to studying so I dont fail this final too miserably...
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
Ok,, I dont know why you needed to know any of that.
If you cant tell Im in a slightly better mood than I was last night. Only a little bit though. I think I would be happier if it wasnt cloudy and coldish and rainy outside right now, but sunny and 80s like its supposed to me tomorrow and friday. Oh my goodness, I have my bio final tonight, then after that, only two more finals and I am done with my freshman year of college!
Granted, it doesnt really mean much since I wont be returning to CCSU next semester, there isnt even a small doubt in my mind now. Which makes me really sad because I love it here, like alot. I dunno what other people complain about. Sure, its not like, the BEST school ever, but I love it here, its kinda like the home I prefer.
I really fucked up this whole year. There has never been a time that I want to go back and re-do more than this whole year. It comforts me to know that it wasnt entirely my fault, although at the same time it really is. I really wish I was coming back next semester, more than anything, I want to be back here so badly. But its not going to happen. At least not for a semester or two, and even then, theres no guarantee, I would have to re-apply and everything, and that probably wont go to well.
Chug chug chug my energy drink....Im going to need another one soon. Now if only my bank wasnt retarded and like lost the money I put in yesterday. Im hoping that for some reason it just took a while to transfer over into my checking, even though I used my debit to buy a chicken ceasar wrap from Underground Deli right after I put the money in and it worked, but Ill go check the ATM again later, and my money better be in there. Or else Im going to have to wait until after my final tonight, or actually probably tomorrow since the book store will be closed that late, when I sell back my bio book and hopefully get a good amount of money for that beast of a book.
I am in such a strange mood right now. Im like happy/content/mad/sad/spiteful/depressed/mad stressed. I dont think its healthy to have that many emotions going on at once. Especially in a girl, our bodies and minds are already intensely complicated as it is.
Well, I suppose I should go back to studying so I dont fail this final too miserably...
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Well fuck this shit
Arrrggggggg damn me and my exceptional facebook stalking skills!!!
Now I am mad at myself, and kinda sad. I was doing really good. Now I miss him again. Fuckin A. There's not even anything to miss! It was nothing! We had an unspoken understanding!!! And I had to go and ruin it for myself by starting to like him.
And now Ive managed to find his facebook...with his pictures...and I dont even have the nerve to friend him. Doesnt seem right for me to, considering. Maybe Ill work up enough courage sometime during the very dead middle of the summer. Ill be safe then since Im not coming back to CCSU next year so I dont have to worry about ever seeing him again. Ever. So the coast will be clear for a random, awkward friend request....cant wait. Ish. Oh I dont know.
Im pathetic.
Whatever, Ive got my bio final tomorrow, I need my sleep.
Granted it is at 6:30 pm and I will be sleeping late and taking a nap...but still.
Signing my sad ass off.
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
Now I am mad at myself, and kinda sad. I was doing really good. Now I miss him again. Fuckin A. There's not even anything to miss! It was nothing! We had an unspoken understanding!!! And I had to go and ruin it for myself by starting to like him.
And now Ive managed to find his facebook...with his pictures...and I dont even have the nerve to friend him. Doesnt seem right for me to, considering. Maybe Ill work up enough courage sometime during the very dead middle of the summer. Ill be safe then since Im not coming back to CCSU next year so I dont have to worry about ever seeing him again. Ever. So the coast will be clear for a random, awkward friend request....cant wait. Ish. Oh I dont know.
Im pathetic.
Whatever, Ive got my bio final tomorrow, I need my sleep.
Granted it is at 6:30 pm and I will be sleeping late and taking a nap...but still.
Signing my sad ass off.
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
Sunday, May 16, 2010
Dont worry, I havent forgotten about you...
I really dont have anything to write in here right now, but I havent made a new post in a while, so I feel I should say something.
On that note, I do have plenty to say, Im just not sure I want to say it all out loud. Most of my thoughts Id rather keep in my head right now. Maybe later. Lets just say like I said in my last post, a lot of stuff is going on in my head right now, too much for me to even sort out. Im surprised with everything thats going on right now Ive managed to keep it all together, Im applauding the fact that I havent totally snapped yet. I have a feeling that will come later. It is not avoidable. Damn you final week adding farrrr more stress to my plate than I need right now. Stupid finals.....
On that happy note, I remembered I guess I do have stuff to write. Went to a car show in Windsor Locks, or some town with a "W", where ever Porter and Chester Institution is, with Mike and Gareth. Was there from 11 to about 6:30. It was mad fun. Long, with lots of just standing around, but even that was fun. The sun was a lot stronger out than I thought it was supposed to be today, and it was out for the whole day, not a lot of cloud break. Needless to say I look like a lobster. I am in such pain right now, I am so burnt. All over my arms, my chest, the back of my knees, my thighs, my feet around my sandals, and my face. Mainly on my right side though, apparently I was standing with my right side facing the sun the most.
But my face, oy. Go google Kim Kardashian sunburn and take that picture of her horrible sunglasses tan, but imagine it only on the right side of her face, because the left side was covered by bangs. Thats my face right now. Yayyyy for cover up :)
Right, but Im fucking mad tired right now. Ive been up since 8, walking around and standing about 7 and a half hours, and all in the direct sun, which makes you tired anyways.
So, night all!!
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
On that note, I do have plenty to say, Im just not sure I want to say it all out loud. Most of my thoughts Id rather keep in my head right now. Maybe later. Lets just say like I said in my last post, a lot of stuff is going on in my head right now, too much for me to even sort out. Im surprised with everything thats going on right now Ive managed to keep it all together, Im applauding the fact that I havent totally snapped yet. I have a feeling that will come later. It is not avoidable. Damn you final week adding farrrr more stress to my plate than I need right now. Stupid finals.....
On that happy note, I remembered I guess I do have stuff to write. Went to a car show in Windsor Locks, or some town with a "W", where ever Porter and Chester Institution is, with Mike and Gareth. Was there from 11 to about 6:30. It was mad fun. Long, with lots of just standing around, but even that was fun. The sun was a lot stronger out than I thought it was supposed to be today, and it was out for the whole day, not a lot of cloud break. Needless to say I look like a lobster. I am in such pain right now, I am so burnt. All over my arms, my chest, the back of my knees, my thighs, my feet around my sandals, and my face. Mainly on my right side though, apparently I was standing with my right side facing the sun the most.
But my face, oy. Go google Kim Kardashian sunburn and take that picture of her horrible sunglasses tan, but imagine it only on the right side of her face, because the left side was covered by bangs. Thats my face right now. Yayyyy for cover up :)
Right, but Im fucking mad tired right now. Ive been up since 8, walking around and standing about 7 and a half hours, and all in the direct sun, which makes you tired anyways.
So, night all!!
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Too much going round in my head...
For some reason this song is just like explaining how I feel perfectly right now, like I just keep listening to it over and over again on my iPod:
http://www.playlist.com/searchbeta/tracks#Pink%2C%20Sober/all/1
Hopefully that link will work.
But IDK interneters, I just feel so strange and kinda sad right now. I dont want to leave Central and go back home where I have less freedom and cant make my own decisions, but at the same time since there is like, a %98 chance that I will not be returning to Central next semester its kinda depressing me staying here and Im ready to move on. I feel kinda torn between to places. I dunno.
Ughhh, fucking finals!! I have my PE final tomorrow during our regular class time so we dont have to come in during final week (thank you teacher-man) and I need to do good on it so I can pass the class. But of course I am so sick today, I didnt go to any of my classes, I just feel like total shit. So studying has been tortuous. Im getting it done in little spurts, but my mind is so cloudy and there is so much else going on up there I dunno if it will be enough. Def going to have to get up early tomorrow morning to study more, dunno if thats going to go over too well either.
And then next week during actual final week I have a final a day tuesday-friday, move back home friday night. Ugh, soooo stressed. Starting the week with my english final (fuck) and ending it with my math final (double fuck), with bio and history in between (serious fml...) Im just screwed....
Ughh, dont really know what else to write now...Im so out of it. Maybe a nap will help me feel better.
Sweet dreams internet.
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
http://www.playlist.com/searchbeta/tracks#Pink%2C%20Sober/all/1
Hopefully that link will work.
But IDK interneters, I just feel so strange and kinda sad right now. I dont want to leave Central and go back home where I have less freedom and cant make my own decisions, but at the same time since there is like, a %98 chance that I will not be returning to Central next semester its kinda depressing me staying here and Im ready to move on. I feel kinda torn between to places. I dunno.
Ughhh, fucking finals!! I have my PE final tomorrow during our regular class time so we dont have to come in during final week (thank you teacher-man) and I need to do good on it so I can pass the class. But of course I am so sick today, I didnt go to any of my classes, I just feel like total shit. So studying has been tortuous. Im getting it done in little spurts, but my mind is so cloudy and there is so much else going on up there I dunno if it will be enough. Def going to have to get up early tomorrow morning to study more, dunno if thats going to go over too well either.
And then next week during actual final week I have a final a day tuesday-friday, move back home friday night. Ugh, soooo stressed. Starting the week with my english final (fuck) and ending it with my math final (double fuck), with bio and history in between (serious fml...) Im just screwed....
Ughh, dont really know what else to write now...Im so out of it. Maybe a nap will help me feel better.
Sweet dreams internet.
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
Monday, May 10, 2010
NyQuil? Please?
Fuck being sick. Again. For the second time in like 3 weeks. And I have no NyQuil or DayQuil or anything. Ughhhhh. My throat is killing me and my nose is so stuffy and Im so tired. Just going to go to sleep....there was no real point to this post except I havent written in my blog in a while.
Youre welcome
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
Youre welcome
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
Thursday, May 6, 2010
But I want a Ring Pop....
GOD history class is boring......
Dick teacher decided to call on me at the beginning of the class too. Fucking political cartoons....I dont understand them! I have no insight about the one you put on a powerpoint! Dont ask me "what I notice about it", because I dont notice anything except the artist is a really bad drawer...although I have a hunch thats not what my teacher was going for. So I just read the speech bubble that the fat guy representing Corporate America said and sent strong mental signals to the Mr. Sad-Courduroy-Jacket-Man to stfu and leave me alone. No luck. He kept prodding me asking me what this meant, and what that meant. If I knew I would have said it in the first place!
Ok, I vented a bit, its ok now.
OOOOOOOMG, fashion show is tomorrow night!!!!!! :D :D :D
Alex promised to bring me a blue raspberry ring pop tomorrow night. Its my engagement ring bahaha. He better remember the rock, or there will be issues :p
Omg, I have noooo idea what to wear to the afterparty!!!!!! :o
I dont know what to wear to the club tonight either, but tonight is a little less important than tomorrow night. Just a bit.
Ughhhhh, so much going on in my mind!
Had my last ID class today. Thank god/kinda going to miss it. Despite the fact that the class was at 9:30 am, and the reason why I was in it, it was kinda a fun class. The teacher was pretty cool and my group was alot of fun, as was everyone else in that class, with a few exceptions lol. Also, this was like my only contact with Jack for the last half of this semester. I dunno what happened with us. Everything is just mad confusing there...I dont even want to get into it, its too confusing for me to even try to sort out. But today we walked out of the classroom at the same time and were walking the same direction around the building and we had like, a nice little conversation about our teacher and drinking for Cinco de Mayo last night. Probably the last time Ill ever get a chance to talk to him. Nice way to end that relationship. Sadly.
Ughhhh, 15 minutes left....fuck, why cant he just let us out early?? No one is paying ANY attention to him! No one is answering any of his questions! ...Except that guy. Right. Ok, NOW no one is paying any attention to him. Ugh!
Sooo, I must be mad stressed out again, my chin broke out in the itchy rash again. Fucking A. Like I need one more thing to remind me of how stressed I am and to make me even more stressed. Stupid stress....
8 minutes left...
Wtf is this guy even talking about?
6 minutes left...
I have so much studying to do for finals, not like its going to help me.
4 minutes left...
Do I want a bagel after class?
2 minutes left...
Yes, yes I do.
TIME TO GO!! :D
Take it easy interneters
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
Dick teacher decided to call on me at the beginning of the class too. Fucking political cartoons....I dont understand them! I have no insight about the one you put on a powerpoint! Dont ask me "what I notice about it", because I dont notice anything except the artist is a really bad drawer...although I have a hunch thats not what my teacher was going for. So I just read the speech bubble that the fat guy representing Corporate America said and sent strong mental signals to the Mr. Sad-Courduroy-Jacket-Man to stfu and leave me alone. No luck. He kept prodding me asking me what this meant, and what that meant. If I knew I would have said it in the first place!
Ok, I vented a bit, its ok now.
OOOOOOOMG, fashion show is tomorrow night!!!!!! :D :D :D
Alex promised to bring me a blue raspberry ring pop tomorrow night. Its my engagement ring bahaha. He better remember the rock, or there will be issues :p
Omg, I have noooo idea what to wear to the afterparty!!!!!! :o
I dont know what to wear to the club tonight either, but tonight is a little less important than tomorrow night. Just a bit.
Ughhhhh, so much going on in my mind!
Had my last ID class today. Thank god/kinda going to miss it. Despite the fact that the class was at 9:30 am, and the reason why I was in it, it was kinda a fun class. The teacher was pretty cool and my group was alot of fun, as was everyone else in that class, with a few exceptions lol. Also, this was like my only contact with Jack for the last half of this semester. I dunno what happened with us. Everything is just mad confusing there...I dont even want to get into it, its too confusing for me to even try to sort out. But today we walked out of the classroom at the same time and were walking the same direction around the building and we had like, a nice little conversation about our teacher and drinking for Cinco de Mayo last night. Probably the last time Ill ever get a chance to talk to him. Nice way to end that relationship. Sadly.
Ughhhh, 15 minutes left....fuck, why cant he just let us out early?? No one is paying ANY attention to him! No one is answering any of his questions! ...Except that guy. Right. Ok, NOW no one is paying any attention to him. Ugh!
Sooo, I must be mad stressed out again, my chin broke out in the itchy rash again. Fucking A. Like I need one more thing to remind me of how stressed I am and to make me even more stressed. Stupid stress....
8 minutes left...
Wtf is this guy even talking about?
6 minutes left...
I have so much studying to do for finals, not like its going to help me.
4 minutes left...
Do I want a bagel after class?
2 minutes left...
Yes, yes I do.
TIME TO GO!! :D
Take it easy interneters
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
Wake up in the morning feeling like an alcoholic ;)
Successful Cinco de Mayo :)
Almost fully sober again!
Woke up at 7:30 this morning for my 9:30 class and was def still a little drunk...that was a fun class.
Downed like 2 bottles of water and managed to eat a bagel, starting to feel much better now, still a little buzzed though.
Thank god I dont get hangovers or else it would be hitting me at like 2 in the afternoon!!
Ok, time to go suffer through english.....
Happy morning after! ;)
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
Almost fully sober again!
Woke up at 7:30 this morning for my 9:30 class and was def still a little drunk...that was a fun class.
Downed like 2 bottles of water and managed to eat a bagel, starting to feel much better now, still a little buzzed though.
Thank god I dont get hangovers or else it would be hitting me at like 2 in the afternoon!!
Ok, time to go suffer through english.....
Happy morning after! ;)
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Oops...
Apologies for my little computer doodles in my last post, they got messed up with the re-formatting when I published it. I swear, they looked good when I first typed them out!
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Aannddd Im back in history class. This is so pointless. Ive given up on taking notes and am now facebook creeping peoples photos. Like, hardcore. :) I really dont care about the Reagan scandal, sorry Mr. Courduroy-Jacket-Teacher-Man,(You would think by the end of the semester I would know my teachers names....but no)sorry. Facebook and texting are just soooooooooo much more interesting!
Ugh, I thought I was going to be good today and stick to and really enforce my diet today...I think Im just doomed to be fat :( Which is rather a bad thing since my fashion show is friday night. For those of you who cant count out there, thats three days from now. Arrrggggggggg
I want ice cream.
NO! Dammit! ......
I really want to get involved in Habitat For Humanity. If I end up coming back to CCSU next year thats the first thing Im going to do. That and join CAN, I really wanted to get involved with that too, but I never did. I just did freshman year here all wrong. One person had a huge impact on how messed up my first 2 semesters were in particular...ugh, dont even want to think about it right now.
OMG fashion show on friday!!!!!!!!! I am soooooo excited!! Omg I cant wait for this, its going to be soooo much fun!! :D :D And the afterparty is going to be bangin too, haha, ohmygoodness I juts cant wait.
12 minutes left....
9 minutes left.....
Stupid Cold War....
_ _
( \/ )
\ /
\/
Whoo! :)
6 minutes left....
Think Im a little anxious to get out of this class?
....Nah...
/\__/\
(- . - )zzzz...
Sleepy cat...
Fuck Im bored.
Ok, 2 minutes left, time to pack up the laptop (Yayyyyyy)
Love you all!!!
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
Ugh, I thought I was going to be good today and stick to and really enforce my diet today...I think Im just doomed to be fat :( Which is rather a bad thing since my fashion show is friday night. For those of you who cant count out there, thats three days from now. Arrrggggggggg
I want ice cream.
NO! Dammit! ......
I really want to get involved in Habitat For Humanity. If I end up coming back to CCSU next year thats the first thing Im going to do. That and join CAN, I really wanted to get involved with that too, but I never did. I just did freshman year here all wrong. One person had a huge impact on how messed up my first 2 semesters were in particular...ugh, dont even want to think about it right now.
OMG fashion show on friday!!!!!!!!! I am soooooo excited!! Omg I cant wait for this, its going to be soooo much fun!! :D :D And the afterparty is going to be bangin too, haha, ohmygoodness I juts cant wait.
12 minutes left....
9 minutes left.....
Stupid Cold War....
_ _
( \/ )
\ /
\/
Whoo! :)
6 minutes left....
Think Im a little anxious to get out of this class?
....Nah...
/\__/\
(- . - )zzzz...
Sleepy cat...
Fuck Im bored.
Ok, 2 minutes left, time to pack up the laptop (Yayyyyyy)
Love you all!!!
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
Monday, May 3, 2010
Bagels and Bananas
Sorry to my few followers for not writing anything for a few days. How you managed to still function without a new post from me is just simply unfathomable!
Anyways.....
Just got back from my advising appointment....this summer and next semester is going to be funnnnn...stupid grades and classes and old advisor putting me in wrong classes and all this other bullshit I have to sort out....too much stress being added onto all the other stress I already have. And to think if things go the way I want Ill never be out of the education system....
Wow.....this is bad...I just had a staring contest with my fish...I lost. I really need to start getting more sleep. No more 2 am cookie or tostitos chips runs to be eaten on one of the upper levels of Copernicus garage....yeah, you know who Im talking about :p
But, I swear I had a point to writing this post....I just cant for the life of me remember what it was....sooo...if I remember what it was Ill let all two of my followers know :)
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
Anyways.....
Just got back from my advising appointment....this summer and next semester is going to be funnnnn...stupid grades and classes and old advisor putting me in wrong classes and all this other bullshit I have to sort out....too much stress being added onto all the other stress I already have. And to think if things go the way I want Ill never be out of the education system....
Wow.....this is bad...I just had a staring contest with my fish...I lost. I really need to start getting more sleep. No more 2 am cookie or tostitos chips runs to be eaten on one of the upper levels of Copernicus garage....yeah, you know who Im talking about :p
But, I swear I had a point to writing this post....I just cant for the life of me remember what it was....sooo...if I remember what it was Ill let all two of my followers know :)
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
Friday, April 30, 2010
Lucky Number 3?
So this morning after breakfast and some COD with my friend, we headed on down to the Cirque Du Central (a corny little like, three activity carnival thing central put on in the student center circle) and I won a fish. Yes, thats right, you read that right, a fish. One of the stands was "Fish Pong" where you had to shoot a ping pong ball into one silver and one regular of the keg cups set up in half a beer pong table style. If you did that you won a Betta fish. I put my awesome beer pong skills to use and sunk one silver and one regular. I walked away from the game a blue Betta fish. Soooo random. I named him Poptart :) But now I have to go out and buy a bowl and fish food for him, and I cant do that until tomorrow morning. Poor Poptart, hope he wont mind staying in his little plastic tub without food over night! But I am currently taking bets on how long dear Poptart will manage to stay alive. Ive had 2 Betta fish before and they both committed suicide on me. Not joking. Heres hoping Poptarts a trouper!!
But Im going to go get ready to go out to dinner tonight with Mike and Gareth and Gareth's BMW girl, take that Scott, you fucktard-stalker.
:)
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
But Im going to go get ready to go out to dinner tonight with Mike and Gareth and Gareth's BMW girl, take that Scott, you fucktard-stalker.
:)
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Ohhhh sxephil...
For those of you sad sad people who do not know what the hell I am referring to in my title, sxephil is a youtube show. And it is hilarious. His actual show called sxephil just got canceled by him because of a contract with some company who wanted to take control of his show or something so he side-swiped them, canceled that show and started a new one, "NSFW" or Not Safe For Work. Its essentially his original show but with differences, obviously. But he has a bunch of other shows on his channel too. BUT ANYWAYS.
I have a bit of a internet crush on Phil. He, his face, and his show make me happy :)
Go watch.
Now.
Youtube sxephil
Do it for the puppies.
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
I have a bit of a internet crush on Phil. He, his face, and his show make me happy :)
Go watch.
Now.
Youtube sxephil
Do it for the puppies.
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
Excuse me while I promote a little
*Ahem*
NEXT FRIDAY MAY,7TH: REDEFINE THE RUNWAY 2010, 30 UNTOUCHABLE MODELS, 8 TALENTED DESIGNERS, 1 SHOW YOU WONT WANT TO MISS! TRYING TO RAISE MONEY FOR EDUCATION IN SOUTHERN SUDAN. COME OUT & SHOW LOVE & SUPPORT.... @ CLUB VENUE 16 BROAD ST NEW BRITAIN C.T. [student show admission+after party=$10, Adults $15]
Yeah...thats right. Im in this. Come for the show, stay for the party :)
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
NEXT FRIDAY MAY,7TH: REDEFINE THE RUNWAY 2010, 30 UNTOUCHABLE MODELS, 8 TALENTED DESIGNERS, 1 SHOW YOU WONT WANT TO MISS! TRYING TO RAISE MONEY FOR EDUCATION IN SOUTHERN SUDAN. COME OUT & SHOW LOVE & SUPPORT.... @ CLUB VENUE 16 BROAD ST NEW BRITAIN C.T. [student show admission+after party=$10, Adults $15]
Yeah...thats right. Im in this. Come for the show, stay for the party :)
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
My mind is going one hundred miles an hour....yet theres nothing up there...
Ok. I swear my diet will start tomorrow!!
I planned it all out during biology tonight when I wasnt napping.
Well, my mind just went totally blank. Going to go back to texting and watching Modern Family with the roomie....maybe Ill eat that orange I put in the fridge....
Peace out internet
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
I planned it all out during biology tonight when I wasnt napping.
Well, my mind just went totally blank. Going to go back to texting and watching Modern Family with the roomie....maybe Ill eat that orange I put in the fridge....
Peace out internet
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
LC!!!!!!!
Im in a very strange mood tonight internet. Im not sure I can really describe it, but for your sake I shall try. Im a combination of happy, sad, stressed, excited, confused, disappointed, content, annoyance and a little bit of scared. Not sure I can explain all of the emotions Im feeling, especially on an open blog like this, but I will explain some of them.
Lets start with happy! :)
The new and final season of The Hills is on tonight at 10:00pm! (Half an hour bitchesssss) The roomie got me into The Hills and this weekend there was a marathon of all the seasons as a catch up. I watched MTV religiously for that. I cannot wait for 10. Also I got to hang out with a bunch of people I dont always get to hang with too often today, which made me happy, had alot of fun with them. Also got to see someone for a bit today-but this contributes to a few other feelings so Ill come back to that one. And I dunno, I just have a happy feeling that keeps coming back and forth.
I said sad too, not really sure I can explain that one too well here, its kinda a combination of a few things. School and grades, some friends, choices, just a bunch of things. Not sure what else I can say right now. So moving on.
Stressed. Oy. Where to begin with stressed?? SCHOOL. Actually, yupp, that just about sums it all up. School, grades, classes, my stupid advisor, or lack there of rather, less than 3 weeks left of my first year of college. How did I do? Lets not go there right now. Lets just say I see some summer classes in my future. Ughhhhh way way way way too much to do in such a small amount of time. For other people this may not be such a big deal, but Ive never exactly been what you would call "school smart". School has just never been my forte. Im stressing out mad hardcore right now...My chin has actually broken out in a small rash from all of this stress. Can you say ew? And soo uncalled for? Ugh. It makes me think of that episode in Sports Night, only Im not trying to cover it up with a band aid like Dana, I chose the foundation route. Ok, moving on.
I really dont feel like explaining my emotions anymore because then this post will be ridiculously long and obnoxious, but I suppose I can do one more.
....Hmm, maybe not, all the feelings left cant really be explained. I mean, the confused feeling is about a few things, boys being the main part, as per usual :p, but I dont really know how to explain much else. So I guess my work is done here....
15 minutes until LC and Heidi and Jackass Spencer and Whitney and Audrina and Lo and mmmmm, Brody.... ;) AHHHH pumped!
"Alejandro" by Lady Gaga is one of my new favorite songs right now, I cant stop listening to it, it makes me so happy lol. I dont care what anybody says, I <3 Lady Gaga
And Im currently listening to "Pieces" by It's Alive, courtesy of my favorite DJ/Bartender friend Alex :) I love this songgg
Ok, ten minutes left, the roomie and I are going to get into pre-Hills mode now.
Goodnight Internet!
Happy watching!!!
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
Lets start with happy! :)
The new and final season of The Hills is on tonight at 10:00pm! (Half an hour bitchesssss) The roomie got me into The Hills and this weekend there was a marathon of all the seasons as a catch up. I watched MTV religiously for that. I cannot wait for 10. Also I got to hang out with a bunch of people I dont always get to hang with too often today, which made me happy, had alot of fun with them. Also got to see someone for a bit today-but this contributes to a few other feelings so Ill come back to that one. And I dunno, I just have a happy feeling that keeps coming back and forth.
I said sad too, not really sure I can explain that one too well here, its kinda a combination of a few things. School and grades, some friends, choices, just a bunch of things. Not sure what else I can say right now. So moving on.
Stressed. Oy. Where to begin with stressed?? SCHOOL. Actually, yupp, that just about sums it all up. School, grades, classes, my stupid advisor, or lack there of rather, less than 3 weeks left of my first year of college. How did I do? Lets not go there right now. Lets just say I see some summer classes in my future. Ughhhhh way way way way too much to do in such a small amount of time. For other people this may not be such a big deal, but Ive never exactly been what you would call "school smart". School has just never been my forte. Im stressing out mad hardcore right now...My chin has actually broken out in a small rash from all of this stress. Can you say ew? And soo uncalled for? Ugh. It makes me think of that episode in Sports Night, only Im not trying to cover it up with a band aid like Dana, I chose the foundation route. Ok, moving on.
I really dont feel like explaining my emotions anymore because then this post will be ridiculously long and obnoxious, but I suppose I can do one more.
....Hmm, maybe not, all the feelings left cant really be explained. I mean, the confused feeling is about a few things, boys being the main part, as per usual :p, but I dont really know how to explain much else. So I guess my work is done here....
15 minutes until LC and Heidi and Jackass Spencer and Whitney and Audrina and Lo and mmmmm, Brody.... ;) AHHHH pumped!
"Alejandro" by Lady Gaga is one of my new favorite songs right now, I cant stop listening to it, it makes me so happy lol. I dont care what anybody says, I <3 Lady Gaga
And Im currently listening to "Pieces" by It's Alive, courtesy of my favorite DJ/Bartender friend Alex :) I love this songgg
Ok, ten minutes left, the roomie and I are going to get into pre-Hills mode now.
Goodnight Internet!
Happy watching!!!
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
Monday, April 26, 2010
Oof-a-roonie
Sorry blog world, its been like, 2 days since I wrote in hurr. I am very sleep deprived, sick, and hopped up on Advil and NyQuil and I just got back from model practice.
But yayyyyy!!!!! Yesterday the parents and I headed on up to my grandmas house because Bethany and Ben are home from England for the week!! They caught an earlier flight/train/bus/Idk I dont remember and surprised us by showing up about 2 hours early :) I missed them so much <3 And today we had a family dinner, Thanksgiving part 2 plus Ben's late birthday cake (Bethany deemed it "Aprilsgiving") complete with some of my aunts and uncles and *gasp* Stephen!
I started watching Chelsea Lately and lost my train of thought...I blame my cold and the NyQuil...that and the fact that Im an ADD child...details.
Either way I really dont have much else to say right now. Oh! Except that the boy did end up coming over and I only got 2 hours of sleep saturday night. I blame him for killing my immune system with lack of sleep and causing me to get a cold. But other than that, good night, good weekend :)
Goodnight internet
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
But yayyyyy!!!!! Yesterday the parents and I headed on up to my grandmas house because Bethany and Ben are home from England for the week!! They caught an earlier flight/train/bus/Idk I dont remember and surprised us by showing up about 2 hours early :) I missed them so much <3 And today we had a family dinner, Thanksgiving part 2 plus Ben's late birthday cake (Bethany deemed it "Aprilsgiving") complete with some of my aunts and uncles and *gasp* Stephen!
I started watching Chelsea Lately and lost my train of thought...I blame my cold and the NyQuil...that and the fact that Im an ADD child...details.
Either way I really dont have much else to say right now. Oh! Except that the boy did end up coming over and I only got 2 hours of sleep saturday night. I blame him for killing my immune system with lack of sleep and causing me to get a cold. But other than that, good night, good weekend :)
Goodnight internet
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Yes, it really is worth it.
Am I really putting off sleep right now to wait for this? I got 3 hours of sleep last night, plus a 4 hour nap before, I am dying of tired-ness. Yet, her I am at 12:30, when I would sooo love to be crashing waiting, for a boy. Worth it?
Oh yes.
Keep ya posted.
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
Oh yes.
Keep ya posted.
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
Friday, April 23, 2010
Mmmm...Dunkies...
Wow, apparently I was hungrier than I though. I just bought a coffee coolata and a cinnamon raisin bagel from Dunkin Donuts, and I just like inhaled that bagel. It was so tasty....
Oh my goodness, two out of the three people talking to me on facebook need to stop. I have one of my ex's that I exchange words with like every other month, this guy I hooked up with a bit, but Im bored of him now, except he really likes me, and then one of my really good guy friends all talking to me at once on facebook chat. The first two need to go away, I am done talking to them right now. And the third needs to initiate the conversation a little more lol. God my ex is chatty today...hes writing me like paragraphs ans Im responding with one word answers. Think he cant take a hint? Oy. And I just stopped responding all together to the guy I hooked up with...yet he keeps talking....boys are stupid.
I really should be doing homework right now, especially considering Ive been up since like 12, it is now almost 5 and Ive gotten absolutely nothing done. But I just am sooo not motivated today. Im so tired, my brain is just blank. Bad.
Wow, I really didnt think I would actually write in this thing, but its kinda addicting and therapeutic. Its like having a journal, only its digital and you actually want people to read it. This could be a good thing for me. Thank you Bethany! Haha Oh my goodness, Bethany and Ben come home to the states sunday!!!!!!!!! Ahhhhhh!!!!! Pumped. I cannot wait for this. Although, the only down side is that since Ill be going up with my family to my grandmas to pick them up from the train station and have dinner and whatnot, Im going to miss the CCSU bike and car show and the nerf war that night :( I was really looking forward to all of that. But seeing my sister is kinda more important. I miss her!!
Fuck I need a nap. Getting in a 3 am and having my phone go off non stop since 8 am makes me a very tired person. And Im most likely going out to another club again tonight!! Ahhh the life of a a college student....
Alright internet, I have to go force myself to be productive for a bit.
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
Oh my goodness, two out of the three people talking to me on facebook need to stop. I have one of my ex's that I exchange words with like every other month, this guy I hooked up with a bit, but Im bored of him now, except he really likes me, and then one of my really good guy friends all talking to me at once on facebook chat. The first two need to go away, I am done talking to them right now. And the third needs to initiate the conversation a little more lol. God my ex is chatty today...hes writing me like paragraphs ans Im responding with one word answers. Think he cant take a hint? Oy. And I just stopped responding all together to the guy I hooked up with...yet he keeps talking....boys are stupid.
I really should be doing homework right now, especially considering Ive been up since like 12, it is now almost 5 and Ive gotten absolutely nothing done. But I just am sooo not motivated today. Im so tired, my brain is just blank. Bad.
Wow, I really didnt think I would actually write in this thing, but its kinda addicting and therapeutic. Its like having a journal, only its digital and you actually want people to read it. This could be a good thing for me. Thank you Bethany! Haha Oh my goodness, Bethany and Ben come home to the states sunday!!!!!!!!! Ahhhhhh!!!!! Pumped. I cannot wait for this. Although, the only down side is that since Ill be going up with my family to my grandmas to pick them up from the train station and have dinner and whatnot, Im going to miss the CCSU bike and car show and the nerf war that night :( I was really looking forward to all of that. But seeing my sister is kinda more important. I miss her!!
Fuck I need a nap. Getting in a 3 am and having my phone go off non stop since 8 am makes me a very tired person. And Im most likely going out to another club again tonight!! Ahhh the life of a a college student....
Alright internet, I have to go force myself to be productive for a bit.
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
My legs are going to hate me...
So last night was the first time I have seen Venue packed like that since last semester when it was still under original management and was still good. There had to be close to 500 people there! Goooo Central! :) But yes, last night was A LOT of fun! Except my legs are killing me, did soo much dancing. And a lot of people didnt even bother with the blue and white outfits, so I really didnt need to spend so much time trying to figure one out. Oh well.
I so do not want to get out of bed. So Im not going to haha, I just brought my laptop into bed with me and Im watching the catch-up marathon of The Hills on MTV.
This is pointless, my brain is not functioning at all right now. Write back later.
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
I so do not want to get out of bed. So Im not going to haha, I just brought my laptop into bed with me and Im watching the catch-up marathon of The Hills on MTV.
This is pointless, my brain is not functioning at all right now. Write back later.
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
Thursday, April 22, 2010
Courderoy Jacket? Really? Please man, it's 2010.
My history teacher is so sad. He wears the same tannish/brown courderoy jacket every other day and it just hangs on his thin little body...He looks like hes going to kick it any minute now. And sometimes I wish he would...god this class is so boring. Thank god I finally figured out how to hook up my wireless! And no, it did not take me 2 semesters to figure this out, Ive only been trying since tuesday. And yes, I am still taking notes while I do this and facebook and twitter, dont you worry. Im good at multitasking :) He has a strange mouth twitch he does when he asks us a question and we all just stare at him with blank looks like "Really? What, you want us to talk? And use our brains? When you wont open the door to allow the air from the windows actually move so we're not baking in this tiny little oven? Please."
One hour and 5 minutes until this class is out and I can head back up to my dorm and get ready to go out to the football pep rally at Club Venue tonight! CCSU represent!! The theme is blue and white to represent and support our school...and I have nothing to wear. I know how Im doing my make up, I have a pretty good idea how Im doing my hair, I know where Im going before hand....but for the life of me, I cant seem to put together a blue and white outfit! Green and white? No problem. Black and white? Piece of cake. Hell, grey and white, sure, can do! But blue and white? Somehow so much harder....damn our school colors and my wardrobe....
Ok, back to history class right now...Ill probably make another post at some point this class. If not-
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
One hour and 5 minutes until this class is out and I can head back up to my dorm and get ready to go out to the football pep rally at Club Venue tonight! CCSU represent!! The theme is blue and white to represent and support our school...and I have nothing to wear. I know how Im doing my make up, I have a pretty good idea how Im doing my hair, I know where Im going before hand....but for the life of me, I cant seem to put together a blue and white outfit! Green and white? No problem. Black and white? Piece of cake. Hell, grey and white, sure, can do! But blue and white? Somehow so much harder....damn our school colors and my wardrobe....
Ok, back to history class right now...Ill probably make another post at some point this class. If not-
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
Blog Blog Blog Blog
Soooo, first day of actual posting...blogging? Blogging. It is a gorgeous April day, and its thursday!! So besides the weekly festivities (which I will sadly not be participating in this week because of the obscene work load that has been dumped on me out of no where, sad face) thursday also means that I have a lovely long break between my 11-12:30 english class adn my 6:45-8 history class, and then my weekend begins! Yay no friday classes :)
Ok, time to vent about my classes and the ridiculous teachers that come with them. Lets start with my english teacher. Where to begin with Professor Foster.....the words "Who the hell gave her a teaching license??" comes to mind. Those words also pop into my head everytime I go to math...but thats a different rant. My english teacher thinks that teaching means standing practically ontop of our desks when shes talking, so close that we can count the pores on her face, ew, and then wonder why we all keep moving backwards towards the back of the classroom. She also things that homework and papers and tests should not be announced until the day they are due, or 5 minutes before we have to take then, then complain to us about why she never has any papers to grade and give back to us, or how our test scores are always so low.....I mean, seriously? And on the rare occasions that she tells us about an assignment, she is so vague Sherlock Holmes couldnt figure out what she is telling us to do. I detest this teacher soooo much. Im restraining from saying "hate" because I always get chastised everytime I do :p
Well, thats all I have to complain about...right now...going to go watch Wendy Williams with the roomie.
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
Ok, time to vent about my classes and the ridiculous teachers that come with them. Lets start with my english teacher. Where to begin with Professor Foster.....the words "Who the hell gave her a teaching license??" comes to mind. Those words also pop into my head everytime I go to math...but thats a different rant. My english teacher thinks that teaching means standing practically ontop of our desks when shes talking, so close that we can count the pores on her face, ew, and then wonder why we all keep moving backwards towards the back of the classroom. She also things that homework and papers and tests should not be announced until the day they are due, or 5 minutes before we have to take then, then complain to us about why she never has any papers to grade and give back to us, or how our test scores are always so low.....I mean, seriously? And on the rare occasions that she tells us about an assignment, she is so vague Sherlock Holmes couldnt figure out what she is telling us to do. I detest this teacher soooo much. Im restraining from saying "hate" because I always get chastised everytime I do :p
Well, thats all I have to complain about...right now...going to go watch Wendy Williams with the roomie.
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
First Post! :)
Hello blog world :) So my big sister has been lovingly forcing me to join her world of blogs and create one of my own...so....here it is. This is basically just going to be everything and anything that pops into my head or that I decide matter to me each day, I hope you have alot of patience and appreciate utter nonsense.
So, the title-
A phrase my besties and I (you'll hear me refer to them as my "birds" alot) have that we say to each other in certain situations a lot is Stay Classy. Its kinda a lifestyle. And it relates to just about everything, so it seemed appropriate to name my blog it. I really don't have anything else to say in this post...sooo....later blog world
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
So, the title-
A phrase my besties and I (you'll hear me refer to them as my "birds" alot) have that we say to each other in certain situations a lot is Stay Classy. Its kinda a lifestyle. And it relates to just about everything, so it seemed appropriate to name my blog it. I really don't have anything else to say in this post...sooo....later blog world
Peace and Love
Stay Classy
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